Originally Posted by
dedubya 
took my wife to dinner and we ordered wine- what the crap was I thinking?
You were not thinking Dud! This is a fricking disease. It takes at least 5-6 months of not drinking to even have any sort of normality if you can call it that. Shoot my first weeks are all over the Internet. Over and Over.
my think is that I forget to ask God to help me to stay sober.
I than get a bucket of I don't cares
Than I'm Drunk
But usually I'm the 9 month to 2 1/2 years relapser have to figure why I don't do what we are told. It isn't easy man. I can honestly tell you from my own experience, If I ever went back out I wouldn't make it back in. There is not another Chance for Recovery For me.
Blessings all of us only have today anyways
The right now.:ghug3