"Plus at my own fault I have let the negative energy suck me in and found myself doing what I hate. Looking for flaws in others. Taking their inventory. Bceause I am feeling bad, I am going to take it out on others."
Hey,
All these seemingly negative perspectives and insights - Are a path of recovery. Noticing ugly thoughts can make us feel bad. But, it's supposed too. Noticing our kinda sick thinking is halfway there to fixing them. Can't fix what we don't notice.
I think you sound good.