You are right of course, I am grateful... Many doctors told me back in 2001/2002 that they had seen many people with my wife's level of spine damage that spend the rest of their lives in a wheelchair. My wife was having none of that and thru willpower and her refusal to wallow in depression, she recovered enough to be able to walk again. She will get thru this and I am behind her 100% every day. I have been away from alcohol just long enough to know with no doubts that drinking would just destroy any faith she has in me and her relying on me to be there for her when she needs me most. I would love to be numb again sometimes, but.... yeah, just a real shallow response to lifes challenges, a response that I have too often taken in the past.... _Not_ today. Most likely not tomorrow, and not the day after. Thanks again,
..Mike