I, too, relapsed after 21 years! What a coincidence! I got sober ("quote - unquote") in October of 1986, and then, on January 21, 2008, I deliberately picked-up a pain killer instead of a phone!
Even though I had only one pain killer, and don't even remember getting high off of it, it was a deliberate attempt to escape the present, which is what I used to do with booze and drugs so many decades ago! They say God doesn't make mistakes, so I think my sobriety (honesty and sincerity) is better this time around.
So.......welcome back! I think we are in the RIGHT place this time!
