What's different this time? Honestly? Nothing. I do know that last time the biggest thing that kept me going was SR. I stayed connected to people who understood.
My husband and I have an agreement that the money I would have spent on beer every week, I can put in my tattoo jar. Huge incentive for me. And I have a big project coming up!
I'm tired of feeling tired. I'm tired of feeling out of control. I'm tired of the guilt. I'm tired of disappointing my husband and my daughter. I've been depressed for so long I'm ready to give my meds a chance to work. I want to do all the things I left undone while I was drinking. I have work to do on my house and I'm ready for change.