Hi Dub,
I've been following your struggle for almost six month and just a thought, but you seem different this time. More serene, more acceptance rather than fight and I think that is a good thing. Maybe it's the meetings, maybe you are finally tired of fighting. I don't know but you are doing well. Keep going. I also read about your daughter and maybe I'm wrong, but although 18, still a teenager and I don't think the attitude changes much over the years (even many). I used to be a stubborn rebel at that age and use anything to my advantage. Does she know about your struggle? If I could have gotten a car out of my parents I would have
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Give yourself a break, you deserve it and keep us informed. Thanks.