made it to 17
Day 17 has been up and down ive been thinking alot today . For the last 6 months have been a little hard in july had some vision issues after going through several test by specialist in atlanta i was found to have B.E.S.T disease in both eyes 20/200 in left and now my right eye is about 20/90 in the right eye . I drove a gas truck . I was told no more CDL'S now I cant drive period.Now on disability. I also have one of my twins that has low vision not related to my problem they were born at 26 weeks so I dont feel sorry for myself he uses a cane and reads braille and dont let it hold him back . I also lost my grandpa in august. we were close.I have to ask people to help me sometimes that bothers me. Im glad I can post here.I decided I needed to stop this heavy drinking. I want to live a long time if possible.I turn 33 on the 18th