Honestly when i walked into AA, what did i want from me recovery?
One year of peace and i'll die happy, that's it...i had been wanting that before walking in, i remember my counselor asking the day before i went to AA 'do you want to stop drinking' and i just paused and smiled...i said not really i just want some peace, i just want it all to end...
Life's a trip for us alchies, huh?! Oh yeah, sobriety is much better than active alcoholism, if anyone is still in some sort of doubt...give it go, why not...something to do;-)