(((((((((MSR))))))))))
just don't drink. thats all you have to do, and do it for today. i hear you loud and clear on wanting "it" now. i don't know how soon the other stuff that i want will follow, but i know that today i will stay sober. and sometimes the feelings of loneliness are so intense, the thoughts creep in "who cares? have a drink, it will make it better." i think i need to post a picture of myself ten pounds heavier with a bloated face from two months ago...
it does get better... those days add up!!
gg