sojourner, your post brought tears to my eyes (in a good way). I know I need to STOP thinking about him over dosing or with him huffing carb cleaner now as well.. driving and killing someone else.. I have played it out in my head over and over, which I am sure you have done too.
I need to remember all of all of the success stories and tell myself this is his battle and he will over-come it.
I need counseling I have decided ha ha.... I am going to check into alnon meetings in my area.
THANK YOU!!!
A good note tho.. today is the first day I have felt this strong and have not called or texted him to check up on him. One hour at a time
