I'm considering a mistake that COULD happen....I'm not that sure of myself yet....I know that if I tell people I'll be admitting something that they may perceive as having a negative opinion of me....I'm not ready for that step...especially to my family....I can see my brother's eyes rolling upward from here.
the weird thing is that I haven't really admitted to myself that I have actually stopped drinking, i am waiting for it to sink in and I can only take it day by day.....and yes, that door is still open a crack...I just can't lock it...yet..but I am getting close.
Easter Dinner will be a good time to test..it gives me almost 5 more weeks to work some things out.
sorry HH, I don't mean to Hijack your thread....