Hey MJ
Thank you so much for your post...it sounds a lot like me! I finally got sick and tired of being sick and tired; I had all the excuses to keep drinking & using, like I still have my house and marriage and car, etc etc, but it had just become a full-time job to keep myself supplied and to hide how much I was doing! And to try and figure out what I had done or said the night before.
Thank you so much for sharing and reminding me what it was like. Would love to hear how you are doing! Remember to stay connected.