Originally Posted by
saneagain 
I feel that I am worthy of having a great life. I am a strong, independent person who is ready to start living again. I think I'll be so relieved once the whole divorce process is done.
You are worthy of all that!!
I eventually reached this point too even though I didn't really 'see' that future. I didn't really understand how my life had veered off the path. I was deep into the forest of living with alcoholism and couldn't even see the pathy anymore. I felt enormous guilt and fear that I was making the wrong decision. There was so much uncertainty.
It has only been a very short time. I still have all my own recovery work to do but I have to say - the guilt has evaporated. My mind is so much more clear. I can hardly believe how lost I was and it has only been a few short months.