Oh Teke, my heart aches for you! Please give yourself a break, hon! You did the best that you could with what you had. That's all that we can do.
There isn't a day go by that I don't think of my EXAH, and he will be gone 4 years this coming May. His death affected me profoundly even though we had been divorced since 1989.
I am reminded of just how precious life really is, and I am grateful for the opportunity to have recovery for myself.
Please know you and the children are in my thoughts and prayers, okay?
:ghug3 :ghug3