I too found it impossible to 'control' my drinking. I always drank the whole bottle and then felt horrible the next couple days. Glad I'm sober now. It takes some effort to stay sober but waking up feeling good (not hungover and sick) is so worth the effort.
Have you considered asking your doctor for help in quitting drinking? Medical help can make your detox safer and more comfortable. I wish you the best in getting and staying sober.:ghug3