Originally Posted by
hippychicky 
I noticed it's been almost a year since my last post. STILL fighting this demon named alcohol. If anyone remembers me and has any words of advice/wisdom...PLEASE let me know. I REALLY need the help. I'm still of the mindset that I want to "control" not completely stop. Will someone please set me straight?(no pun intended)
I googled "brain scan damage alcohol".
I've tried controlling -- but here is the thing: I don't want too. I'd rather have 4 glasses of wine than one. So in order of preference for a nice evening, it is:
4 glasses of wine
NO glasses of wine
1 glass of wine (& pointless effort to control and not take more).
4 glasses of wine = brain damage = hang over = bad sleep.
So, that's ruled out.
Now, what are m preferences?
1: NO glasses of wine
2: One glass of wine.
Huh, so I'd rather not have the glass of wine. Wow. Ok then.