Originally Posted by
BlueBlaze E G O
Yep...God will solve my problem....sure. What is God though? The peaceful creator that made us? The same God that made Hitler, Stalin, Mussolini? Oh that's right, free will. I have to remind myself of that excuse.The same "God" that helps me find my keys in the morning or the "God" that watches bulldozers sweep out bodies in Haiti? The "God" that gives us this wonderful disease of addiction? I am not going to replace a crutch with another one. I am just free thinking....Eh, I'm sorry. I am becoming more and more bitter towards the world. I know it is the booze talking. It's always the booze talking.
I totally get where you're coming from,... and it's okay to feel the way you do,...been there. This disease of addiction I do see as a gift because if I didn't have it I wouldn't taken the path I have. AA has opened a whole new positive world to me and I'm grateful for that. So I hope you hang around long enough to discover your potential.