Yep..yall know me too well. The old me sure was trying to sabotage the situation. I talked to my councelor and got some things out. And I am starting to blend in instead of singling myself out. I am doing that to myself.
I am tired of taking the easy road and copping out because things get a little hard.
My whole life has been too easy. Gone my way. I am done with that ****.
Time to put the big girl pants on.
I swear on everything I love...I am going to see this through. All the way to the end and then some.
No more running when things get a little hard.
I dont want this to be easy. I need it to be hard so I never want to do it again.
Thx you guys. I knew I could count on you all.
Be back on tomorrow.