I read somwhere that the opposite of love is not hate , it is apathy.
its an amazing feeling though isn't it? looking at this person and thinking "Meh, whatever!"
You know mentallyexh. The fear of ending a relationship is no where near as bad as the reality. The energy it takes to hold it all togther and cope with a bad relationship is so consuming when you do leave you will wonder why you didn't do it sooner. So much freedom and peace ahead of you.