Yep my first meeting i wondered what the hell they were all laughing about, to be honest i hated everyone and everything when i went to AA, especially myself...there was one little guy with a funny beard who talked with a funny accent and seemed ok...he was my sponsor 2 days later and for a while i hung off him...it didn't matter what the rest were like anymore he was the one for me, he was perfect and everything he said was gospel to me, threw all my eggs in one last basket and it worked out very nicely indeed...then i grew to kind of like the rest of them hehe...just keep going back you are definitely in the right place to help yourself out, that's an absolute fact:-)