Thanks so much for the encouragement everyone
he's doing much better now, and was finally able to sleep last night. Hopefully the worst is over, and we won't ever have to go through this again.
There are still so many things rushing through my mind; mostly, what if he starts using again? If I couldn't tell the first time, I'm scared I won't be able to now either. I know that if he does it will be very, very hard for me to stay with him, which breaks my heart. I don't want him to be out of my life.