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Old 02-23-2010, 04:39 AM
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daisy1
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Join Date: Feb 2010
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I lost my best friend 5 years ago - I wish I could say the pain goes...it doesn't. But, what does happen, is that the loss and pain become part of you, part of your story, and you learn to live with it.

I know exactly how you feel when you say you only felt close and comfortable with her, that is exactly how I was with mine. We went through school, college, nurse training, divorces and our first born children together. I still have not managed to plug that huge void she left - people have attempted to get close to me but I reject their friendship. I have superficial friends but no-one I can turn to.

I am very lucky though, I have a husband and children, so I don't feel alone all the time. Although I do feel lonely, and I miss her so much.

If you need to message me I will try and help you, any time, as I do know some of what you are going through
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