Hi Smashed - welcome to SR
I started as a drinker very much like yourself - like you and Daisy, I never wanted the night, or the party, to end...I'd always be amongst the last ones...I'd even take home a few bottles as 'travellers' to wind down with
eventually the party didn't end...I ended up drinking all day everyday for years - and learned first hand to be
very careful what you wish for.
Don't downplay this just because you don't drink at home - take my advice and deal with things now, Smashed.
D