Thank you Jazzz, this message from you is very uplifting
Congrats on 6 months, I am so looking forward to it!
I more of the person that uses alcohol more to have fun than anything, but what's the point in this, if the next day all I can feel are regrets and no memories from 'having' fun. Then I wonder, why I don't have friends or a partner... well because most of them I meet when I am smashed and that's not real me
The fear of "Will anybody like me when I am not drunk & crazy Ella?" overwhelms me & stops me from having sober relationships with people. So, thanks again Jazzz & wish you next succesful 6 months
ps. on your profile it says that ur a musician, must be so much harder to you in this particular environment..