I'm happy to say... I'm still here... another day of sobriety...
I can see that my mind is already planning the next buy. I find that I have to actively stop myself thinking about coke. If left to my own devices... This is a lot of work. It's like my mind is not on my side yet. geez.. I guess only an addict could understand what that means..ha
thank you for the words of encouragement. It is totally helping me get through each day