Originally Posted by
pw773 
Hello....I'm a drug addict.... ok, there, I said it. I'm addicted to cocaine. I feel like quite the loser. I've lost my job, live with my parents and am 36. This is not my first attempt at sobriety, but I've broaden my specialty to include drugs now too. So I guess I have that failure complex going on too.
OK, so that's my whining... here's my real concern. I'm very lonely. When I get lonely, I drink. When I drink, I do drugs. This is the cycle. I know it. I can watch is approaching a mile away. And still... well, I guess you know the rest. I don't know why I'm writing this but it helps.... I think
Lonely?
Been there,....what I didn't know was that I needed to get to know myself and be happy with my own company,...meetings and hobbies helped me to fill in my spare time. In time I grew to like myself again.
