Spent a ridiculous amount of money on booze over the years. Spent an even more ridiculous amount of money on Cocaine. Would spend £160 just for myself on a quiet Friday night in. LOL. I can laugh now!
Wouldn't change any of it though. I have no regrets about the past anymore and everything that has happened has got me to the point I am at now.
Without my heavy use of drugs I am sure I wouldn't have reached the acceptance of my alcoholism at my age. Kind of really speeds up the process as my mind/body just wouldn't have been able to put up with it for too many more years.
Nearly all my money I receive each month goes into my savings for my future now, a future which has only happened because of my acceptance of my alcoholism/drug addiciton.
peace