day 3
i carnt beleve i let myself get talked in to a stag do.
id done over 50 days sober
thats was 3 days ago
some of the lads i hadent seen for years and were saying how well i looked
ive had long time drug problems as well as alcohol problems
for some reason i have no problem not taking drugs.
but as soon as im in a party mood i carnt stop myself picking up the booz
i dont want to have to stay at home for the rest off my life.
i must admit i had a real good time for the furst half of the night
carnt remember the last few hours of the night just bits and bats
i fell out the taxi on the way home and am a bit betten up
what a fool i feal right now i can only just walk
and im getting marid in the morrning
looks like ill be back on day one again on tusday