Welcome to SR Sunshine. You are right about the taking action part. I, for years, knew I needed to do something. It was a long time before I decided to actually own up to the problem and to admit I needed help. I am 43 years old and became sober not too long ago. I wish it was sooner, but I am more then grateful it happened at all. You can do it. Reach out if you need anything because SR will be there for you. That's what I love about this place. It is 24-7 and there is always someone around. AA is a great step and I bet after your first meeting you will feel pretty good about going. We fear the unknown, but it won't be unknown for long. Let us know how it goes.