Hi Neo,
Great post. SR is a fantastic resource for all - those not in recovery and those who are.
Like you every morning I accept my alcholism.
I hit the alarm and my first words before I open my eyes are "Good morning God, I am powerless over alcohol and food and my life is unmanageable". I believe God is my solution and I say the Step 3 prayer. I then do some Step 11 meditation about the day ahead with some more prayer. And only then do I get out of bed and begin the day.
I accept this is my life now. I do this every day, no days off because I am an alcoholic. A very grateful one.