Old 02-20-2010, 11:55 AM
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yeahgr8
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Looking back it is easy to see a pattern to the years, this is that following some sort of consequence or other i had a window of opportunity to stop drinking, this could last from weeks to months, then after changing absolutely nothing inside myself i would eventually return to drinking for another while, weeks, months, years until the next window of opportunity...for me these windows were almost a point of surrendering, without knowing what that meant at the time, so the cravings would go and life would get better for me...for a while...
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