Welcome Sunshine!
Congratulations on the strength to move out of a bad relationship and seek recovery for yourself.
The unknown is always scary. I isolated too and never wanted to admit that I needed help, never mind ask for it.
There's something about admitting it tho that breaks down our defensive wall and opens up a new perspective on letting other people in who share our experiences.
When I went to my first meeting, I scanned the room for the calmest, kindest-looking female face and sat next to her.
We all have to start somewhere...posting here is a great start. Hope to hear more from you!