I just have this unseen trust of God that I can handle stuff because I am in recovery myself from addictions and codependency. I got sober through the Grace of God. I was able to let go of a marriage that was not serving me in my recovery, and I I have given the XAH over to the care of God. I am free of the worry and fear I used to be paralzed by. I laugh today where I used to be unable to see any way out or anything positive. I have real friends. I have answers and hope. God's grace keeps pace with whatever I face.