Thankyou so much to everyone who has replied to this thread, it means so much. I genuinley thought i would say my piece then this thread would disapear without reply. Its amazing to get such great support and advice from people i dont know, When all those around me in my life seem determined for me to carry on drinking.
Neomarxist you are so right when you say dont listen to people "because theyre not with you in the police cell", im on 7 days now which is the longest ive ever gone without drinking. This weekend is going to be hard but im gonna try and stay busy.
So thankyou to everyone for your kind words and hopefully ill be able to encourage some of you as well.