Drama, I definitely get it. I have a friend who died of liver cancer and she was a vibrant woman in her 30s who was very healthy in her behavior. I don't fully understand the background to it, but it really hit me (especially when it comes to the liver, which I have not been nice to). I feel lucky in a lot of ways now that I am dealing with my powerlessness when it comes to alcohol and am sober. Will be 100 days around the end of Feb, so I look forward to passing that "probation" period too.