Hey Angharad... funny you should say that about your dealer making it so easy for you. I also had a dealer that delivered. Sometimes multiple times in one night... funny how the package always got smaller the higher I got. The last two nights, he gave to me on credit.... and delivered. That was one lonely valentines day. I guess that's what put me over the edge. After getting up on the 16th, I took a cab to get my car, got money to pay off my dealer, then erased his number from my phone. I hope that I don't go there again... but already I can feel myself slipping.
I'm just going to work on getting through today. I'm sad and lonely but with family for the night.
Thanks to all