I've fallen, but I can get up
Staying sober seems easy one day and then impossible another. My first attempt lasted 2 months, then I fell. The next day I got back up and went for 4 1/2 months. But I've fallen again yesterday. Now I'm back up again, but I'm tired of letting down those who care about me and count on me. I hope it lasts this time and somehow begins to get easier. Not having an excuse for why I drank is the hardest part. The guilt, remorse are high. But, I must stay strong. Wish me luck.