Originally Posted by
teke 
for me, its kind of how i felt on graduation day, or a birth of my kids day. its one of those kind of occasions, to me. this kind of stuff just don't happen for me often. i really do feel special, like i belong, like i matter.(crying tears of graditude)
That brought tears to my eyes. Only a very special kind of person would find joy like that in a time of sorrow, the way you have. That's why you matter and why I'm grateful to learn from the experience, strength, and hope that you've shared. May God continue to bless you and your children, and may your husband forever RIP.