I'm a coke addict
Hello....I'm a drug addict.... ok, there, I said it. I'm addicted to cocaine. I feel like quite the loser. I've lost my job, live with my parents and am 36. This is not my first attempt at sobriety, but I've broaden my specialty to include drugs now too. So I guess I have that failure complex going on too.
OK, so that's my whining... here's my real concern. I'm very lonely. When I get lonely, I drink. When I drink, I do drugs. This is the cycle. I know it. I can watch is approaching a mile away. And still... well, I guess you know the rest. I don't know why I'm writing this but it helps.... I think