Thank you everyone for your input. I am positive that I am quitting pot as well. I need to recognize what is making me feel the need to disguise my 'reality', and if in time I still can not cope, I will see a Dr. to sort my head out. This self-medicating is foolish and just plain out does not work! Funny thing is that the biggest hurdle and real only 'big' problem in my whole life,including childhood, had been drinking and addiction. Funny how that works. Like I needed to spice up my life or something.