Much cheaper to drink at home and I had plenty of places available to blackout or pass out. I do understand.
I pretty much related everything to drinking. If I was making pizza I'd drink a jug of wine, grilling required a 12 pack minimum followed by vodka or scotch, and yes I was too drunk to enjoy the meal or I puked it up.
Boy it sure took a lot of effort to plan all that drinking, and I lied about it a lot too. Glad that's part of my past now. Life is so much easier.