Thank you all for the responces! You all touched on some great ideas. In the past when I quit drinking it was to get my wife off my back for a little while. ( I could not see how it was really hurting her. I thought she was just nagging...sad). It was recently when my boy, (who I am a hockey coach, baseball and football coach for.) I cherish him! Well he found a bottle of vodka I had hidden, the look on his face killed me I knew I had really let him down!! This time I am not quiting to get her off my back, I am quiting for me, and all of us.
God bless you all!