50. In the last decade of drinking/using my DOC was simply "more". Anything, so long as I didn't have to feel.
Now living is a blast, pain and all. It's quite true, my worst day sober is better than any day I spent high/drunk. It took 40 years of not really experiencing life that so many of the feelings I experience are, relatively speaking, new.....
Life is good.....................
p.s: You don't have to wait until you're 50 to get sober. If you are able to do it now you will spare yourself and all who love you a lot of suffering...............
