Hi newwayoflife
Welcome to SR
I've never used lortabs but I recommend you see a Dr first off. It's always important to get professional advice.
We also have a substance abuse forum here that you may be interested in as well
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
Finally - have you thought of going regularly to NA? I think face to face support can be very important.
D