Originally Posted by
jamdls 
Assuming you have 4 kids don't you want to be around when they are grown w/kids of their own?
Of course, and if guilt and shame were enough to keep people sobor there wouldnt be anyone suffering from alcoholism.
Yes I want to be here for my kids, yes I want to be healthy, yes I feel remorse and shame and guilt, embarrassment, frustration, anger, hopelessness, etc etc etc...
IF ONLY it was the answer to my sobriety.
I have only today, I will try to set my sights on not drinking today. Again.