Thanks for the welcomes
I have taken some of those tets OL and they've said I have a high chance that I may be an alcoholic.
I think I'm not only new to possible recovery but also to the disease in general. I think I have the wrong ideas about what alcoholics are in general and what recovery is. I always thought that recovering alcoholics never drank ever once they decided to get sober. Can you be a recovering alcoholic and drink occasionally? I am limiting what I drink, but it's not easy, and it makes me anxious. So to me, that must mean something. If I wasn't addicted to it, it wouldn't be a problem, right?