nairbon, I do believe a lot of it as well can be the fact that it was always so easy to numb the pain. I have dealt with a lot of BS over the last 2 1/2 years of being sober and every situation is easier to deal with.
Also, I don't know what kind of "issues" you may have, but certainly counseling can be great in learning how to deal with some things you may need to deal with.
I also HIGHLY suggest a sponsor and working the 12 steps. I used to think "that's stupid, who really needs them?" until I actually did. Those 12 steps have given me the tools I need to stay sober every day and it's working!!
I totally feel for you, I really do. After getting sober we have so many feelings, thoughts, emotional baggage, that we haven't dealt with and it feels overwhelming.
Keep reading and posting, you know there's tons of support here for you.
