soooooooooooooooooo tired
i'm back to give this another try. I HATE MY INABILITY TO CONTROL MYSELF. 12 pack a day. went to church yesterday, prayed and prayed and prayed...by 3pm, cracking beers. No matter how strong my conviction at 10am, by 2pm, it's toast.
but today is a new day. I have a most beautiful family (with a new baby due any moment) and I have so many reasons to clean up. But everyday I tell myself that I can quit tomorrow.
I'm wore out.
any good advice?