I just posted on here my first time last night. (Really trying to get sober this time).
Anyway, here's my dilemma. I just got a text message from a friend. They want to go out, and I know what we'll end up doing. This is always how it starts back up again.
In the back of my mind, I want to go out and get hammered, but there's this side of me that wants to be completely sober.
What should I do? Stay at home? I've been by myself for the past 4 days, no other human interaction besides being online. I kind of crave that human interaction right now, but I know I'll just end up drinking again.
Any advice? I haven't called my friends back yet...
