toji53
While your life at the moment is controlled you still have MANY years of life.
See if this helps. Ranking of importance TO DO.
1) Recovery! Stay clean! Tossing up idea here.. Attend NA meetings.
2) Focus on number one.
Not sure if you are old enough to remember a joke about what happens when you play a Country song backwards.. You get dog, pickup truck and girlfriend back.... Being Sober/clean and in ACTION in recovery you will gain Huge trust with everyone over time.
We live on second at a time last I check so maybe live one second at a time. Enjoy the time with family and the place to stay while you recover...
AG